Quite abruptly though, things have changed since i was a small kid. i still remember all those things which made me happy then, the smallest worries seemed as a chimerical problem. finding happiness in the games that were indigenous never made me feel bored for hours even though i played them alone.
Finding happiness then was so easy, without having worries about the future, the past was faded "then" and "that" present was all i lived in to, watched and learned way too many things step by step as learning curve in my mind gave a new turn every time as and when i got introduced to different subjects of life.
Today i am grown up in to a man of 24 years, time has passed by so soon, i can still remember my mom carrying me in her arms and me crying holding her just wanted to be around her somehow, didn't allow her to disappear from my sight even for a moment. now i am staying all alone miles away from her and months pass by without seeing her. yet her motherly touch still feels as if she is here all the time by my side.
With all these years already gone, i still feel somewhere that i am still that kid beneath , priorities have been changed but memories of childhood i cannot forget. now i wish to live in all those moments again and to cherish all those times which is gone , to feel the love and to give back love as i used to do, i wish to be pampered again.
Somehow while ready this thought of your i could connect to it more deeply...i guess every child almost has the same childhood. The images of my childhood are exactly the same, but the only difference is that my baby talks are still not over with my mom, i still somehow manage to sit in her lap though i do not fit in completely. But then its true that now there are bigger and more intense problems and priorities have changed. But i guess its a part if life,i guess these things should go hand in hand with the child like love.
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